How grateful I am for last week's trip to the hills.How lovely they are!!sofresh and green.I had not felt the freshness of air for a long time.when signs of some strange illness annoy me I feel an urge to see the hills and trees and to sprawl on the green grass.Though the stress of duty was there I felt everything so immensely.The impressions are so fine that I am really happy and light at heart.But sometimes in my happiest moments I feel sad.It is always like that.The terrible rollercoaster ride that I go through.The brutality of my senses is always felt.